Love.... the island version

I was one of those ppl who didn't believe in love.  I use to think that if someone was compatible then it was only logical to be together and in time (love) will grow!  I was in a 2 year relationship when i met a person...a simple stranger.  

He was as normal as an average person nothing really spectacular.... he wasn't riding that white horse if you know what i mean!  We had a very open communication wave length.  We spoke about everything and nothing at all... sometimes these conversations would end up in the wee hours of the morning.

 His father was an expiate. on the island and i knew he was leaving soon appox. (3 weeks).  I told myself "Kymmi he is leaving! There is no way...although y'all have a great connection... are you going to allow your self to fall for this person"  After all is was only three weeks.  How could love flourish in three weeks not possible...not even in a life time movie.

Apparently since it couldn't happen to me...i let all my guards down.  I fell so hard i hit my head my shoulder and my big toe!  I remember the day he was leaving i felt my stomach knot up in circles.... I'd close my eyes so tight hoping upon reopening them i'd see him... but that was not meant to be!

He had ruin me! I couldn't be in a relationship anymore because i knew what love had felt like!  I felt guilt every day for never regretting meting him...  I know longer could have stayed in the relationship i was in.... although we could never be together!

Up to this day we're great friends..... Promised to be god-parents to each other children's half way around the world!